well i come here a lot look at stuff and leave again

oh well
since i last posted an image ive 2/3's filled a sketch pad ive definatly improved on anatomy a bit but i haveent done a finished 'piece' in quite some time, nothing i wanna share, me and brittany will of course do our yearly kivsys kiss-mas pic that should almost go without saying but its becoming pretty clear im less and less active here, mostly i can be found on the facebook not that i post a lot there but im contactable, i think the reason i still keep my dA at all is to keep in contact with a few friends and even then thats not keeping in full contact with them, oh well ill do better i plan to do a lot of things just need to push myself, get in the right place and keep my motivation flowing
ive been strained lately emotionally i suppose, i have to get back on track and find my center, i wanna start learning ti-chi maybe that will help maybe it wont but it'll be something to focus on for a bit, ive also been very lonely lately..i cant explain why i live with most of my closest friend but i somehow end up in my little box of a room sitting at this desk, laying in that bed, paceing back and forth in the room listening to music that dosnt sit right to me? sometimes i just leave the house at 5-7am and walk for hours just to get away, good exercise but mostly i just have nowhere else to go and stay for a while, time to crack open another beer too,
i guess ill blog here a bit more often, as for art well hopefully that will come in time, i dont really wanna post an endless number of faceless anatomy drawings
as for the animation company me and my friend are setting up...its crawling along, hopefully will have a pretty snazzy website in the next few months, that will be a time sink for a while